chrissy087

jealous.  very, very jealous.


at least I can admit it.

to the ZOOOOO!

i love my daughter.

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So... I got a fortune cookie today and it read;
   
    "Good luck is the result of good planning."

Yep.  I'm shit out of luck then.  Makes sense why everyone says "you have such bad luck".  My planning just is off... a lot.  I can't say I don't agree with that...

Well, I'm watching my niece Ashley (who has yet to wake up from her nap) and I just put Addyson down for a bit.  She was extra cranky.  Great, sounds like they will both be up all evening.  Now... I'm super bored in the Forest house with nothing to do.  I don't want to watch T.V. at all.  I wanna go out, but I duno.  Feel kinda down.

I wish I had something to do for Spring Break.  It's gonna be pretty much the usual I guess.  Haha, I was told to take Addyson to the Zoo.  I think I will.  She enjoys watching the dogs and the horse... so why not?  She might like it.  Either way, I'm sure I'll enjoy it.

Blah, i got sun burnt today.  Like, a very little bit.  I'm red so I call it that.  Haha.  I actually have a LINE where my strap was... whoa, haven't seen that happen in years.  That's what I get for taking the girls for a stroller ride this morning.

Well, time to go PLAN...  Some GOOD PLANNING. 

Well, I gotta text from Jon Gunther last night saying our old classmate Kevin passed away.  I'm still so shocked about it.  He was such a sweet kid.  I had multiple classes with him every year.  We used to joke around non stop in Latin class.  I just, can't get a grip on the idea yet.  I told Roxanne and she was shocked too... I could tell she wasn't sure how to react either.  This was a first for both of us.  Neither of us have lost a person who we had known so well.  Not a friend we saw all the time, but someone we spent sooo much time with while we were at school.  So it wasn't just a passing acquaintance or a friend of a friend.  He may not have been part of any of the crews we hungout with, but he was someone we knew really well at one point.

I think the 3 of us are going to get together this weekend and talk about it if Gunther comes into Fort Myers.  I just... ugh.

My heart goes out to his family and close friends... I'm sure this has to be hell and I feel horrible for them.  =[


R.I.P Kevin Davidson

yyyyaaayyyy!!

work with 60 new pups today!  6 hour math day!!  no car to get fucking anywhere!! wooooooo

Had a good day at work.  Kept busy.
Got a phone call.  I'm going to be sued.
Was staying in Ft Myers.  Had to go back to Alva for baby formula.
Went to Alva.  Car died in the car port.
Got a ride back to Ft Myers.  Wow.

ttttiiiirrrreeed.  that's it.

Last night was a trip.

to have someone to talk to again.. who would actually listen. it's been awhile.  tonight wasn't a good one.  i hope addy stays up for at least 20 minutes when she wakes up next so i can see her pretty smile for awhile.  she's such a good girl.  i'm too lucky.

i'm just so confused lately.  i need a getaway.

I saw Katie for the first time in seriously maybe 5 months. It was nice to get to talk to her again.  I hope we hangout more.  =]

Oh, and Happy 21st Birthday Ashley!! (well, in like 40 minutes.)  I owe ya a drink girl.

Seriously, FUCK turbo tax.  It's not letting me finish my tax return.  Their site is down..seems like a bad thing to happen in the beginning of tax season..

I really feel bad for a friend of mine.  It hit's too close to home with what she's going though... her little family is in shambles.  I don't understand how people can be so cruel and selfish. 

I have so much to say, but it isn't my place.  I just feel really horrible for her.  I wish there was a way to take the pain away.. but there's only bitterness with time to heal such a wound.

Oh, and fuck football.  Addyson fell asleep as soon as I got home... soo the superbowl really isn't fun to watch by yourself when you're not a football fan to begin with.

Well, Addyson is awake for her late night snack of a bottle.

the alligator dreams.

seriously,  they need to end.

The last one they were just chill, sitting on a porch during a get together of sorts.  it's their nightly affair to hang out in my dreams.  Only once have they ever eaten someone.  That wasn't so dramatic.  No one really minded.


it's fucking cold yo.  burrrrrrrr.

So Addyson can finally touch the ground in one of her walkers.  You know what she did?  She took a few steps towards me.  A couple different times!  This made me happy <3